Lists for Liars

To Do Everyday:

1. read a poem
2. write a poem
3. listen to a good song
4. eat good food
5. make something to be proud of
6. express humble gratitude
7. drink good tea
8. touch the earth 
9. watch the sky
10. let go of inhibitions
11. eat fruit (for the body)

C2-106C

I came to, ears still ringing from the night before

Rolling out of a bed that is not my own

I grab my dirty shoes and worn flannel shirt

Stumbling torpidly toward the front door in a semi-hypnotic state of subconsciousness

I am deathly silent

I am inches away from the exit

Inches away from disappearing without making a sound

A sudden movement in my peripheral vision

"You're leaving."

"Yeah, I'm going to do work"

I am given looks of uncertainty and despondency

"Okay...well I'll see you at some point"

Is it wrong, when one knows his heart is elsewhere, to try to give affection to another?

Specifically

In that very room

Tucked in a blanket

Uncomfortable with the adjacent situation

I find it hardly fathomable that the mind and heart

can ever concur

They are of opposite poles

I closed my eyes

and opened my ears to full capacity.

I heard a voice

but the words were in a voice I could not comprehend

I can only imagine

that what was said was nothing in my favor

and a stab at my character

On this journey, I have met too many individuals

who concern themselves solely with richness and decadence

fame and fortune,

and things of that nature

Me?

No, I am not the same

for my only goal in life is to make a sincere impact on as many people I encounter as possible; whether it be positive or negative

I want to be remembered

That is all.

One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine and ten.

Ceci n'est pas une pipe

vain, vane, vein

I am a man of peculiar tastes

mmm...food

I've had recent run-ins with old friends--the majority being the imaginary ones--and I realize how much of a change I have made as a being. 

I used to think it was possible to ensconce oneself on clouds. I made it my primary goal in life. I later found out it wasn't possible. I cried for hours upon hours.

"I quit my job and moved to live in France for a short while, because I wanted to spend time with a girl that fascinates me more than anybody I have ever known"

untitled.

it

is

only

the 

wind

that

rustles

the

trees

.

because...

Love

is

not

a

synonym

for

eternity